Kris (biancakris99) wrote,
Kris
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Harder to Breathe.

I am, of course, having problems with Aaron (why would I ever expect to have a decent relationship with a guy?) so I've had some free time lately. Instead of driving to New Orleans to see him all the time, I've been hitting the Rec about twice a day. That is a good thing though because I need to lose about 8 pounds before I'll be seen on any beach anywhere.

I can't explain how glad I am to finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I can't wait to leave Louisiana and never come back. I don't care if I do only get to leave with my dog and the clothes on my back, I'll at least have the chance to be happy for once. T minus 3 months and counting...

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending, unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle.

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin tread the ground that I am walking on.

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better, you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did.


Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe?
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it's not just you who feel that you are incapable of having a relationship. I think we all feel that way. It involves the right person and the right time in your life. You'll be just fine
I miss you. We need to hang out. Sorry I missed your call last night. I was moving all weekend and I passed out early.
hang in there girl. you are a wonderful person, full of so much warmth and love for those close to you and the things that are passionate to you. sometimes you just got to go through alot of dogs to find the one who is truly worthy of being with a wonderful person like yourself.
call if you ever want to talk or hang out
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- ang
Long time no see. How are you doing? We should make some time to hang out soon! 953-6111